My body went completely cold
The moment I realized we would never be
The second I realized I would never see you again
Or hear you tell me that you love me.
I spent much of that day crying
Trying to figure out where it all went wrong
Then I decided it was time to try to forget you.
I would try to forget how you made me laugh
Read me the news every morning
Had me listen to every one of your favorite songs
Worked diligently to solve life problems for me
And taught me things I hadn’t even thought of knowing.
When in trying to forget all that it made me think of it more
I began to try to forget about your beautiful eyes
Those lips that through many conversations I just stared at.
No, none of that was going to work
All of it made me miss you more
Made me think of you more
And made me wish I wasn’t trying so hard
To forget you.