Ran my hand across a wall
To remember what it was like
Relentlessly banging my head against it.
Spoke a few words
To hear the echo
Reminding myself of how terribly alone I am.
Looked at the light on the ceiling
To remind myself
I have no deity.
Took off my shoes
To feel the floor
Reminding myself I stand on my own.
Cried for a moment
In this hallway
At the end of my rope.
Josephine Ranes 
Dear Josephine, You describe, in your own words, how I feel inside. Huge hug. CSM.- Thanks for sharing.
Thank you very much for taking the time to comment. I love hearing someone can relate to what I write.