From my core I scream of abandonment The scratches are still fresh from the last fight. Warnings I never took too seriously Though someone, somewhere claims they are right. Danger lurks in every cell of my being Even thinking of opening up makes me wince Society thinks I am weak because of that But words I do not mince. Last night I ripped apart my past In an attempt to calm my spirit. Entangled in many various escapes That is ostentatiously esoteric. Falling in an endless abyss Wanting silence above all. It isn't the rise that pissed me off It was my sudden never-ending fall.