Of You

I thought of you tonight
While whispering to your enemy. 
Thoughts flowed heavily through my mind
As he reminded me of how important
You once were. 
He didn't mean to bring you up
But when he did, I stopped talking
Began tapping on my notebook
Looking for a way to ask him how you were. 

I thought of you tonight
Remembering the night you called me
Just wanting to vent
About a spoon. 
Remembering the times I wished you were around
To listen to me talk
About anything. 

Life took a turn for the worst
A snake hid in the garden. 
The past doesn't become the present
When you allow your heart to harden.

I thought of you tonight
Sitting on the phone with him
Wishing he was you.